I decided that this year I was going to read through the Bible chronologically. Eric gave me a chronological Bible for Christmas. I have really enjoyed my study and am finding out very quickly there are passages I have not read or glossed over quickly. I am so thankful for God's Word and how it speaks into our life! I am also reading the Jesus Calling devotions.
Yesterday may seemed like another Monday for you. Yesterday for Eric and I was very exciting, nerve racking, disappointing and peaceful. You see we were awaiting a phone call to hear whether a birthmother was going to choose us or another family to place a baby boy for adoption. We had not formally started pursuing the adoption process even though we discussed starting the process in 2012. We received a call from a friend of a friend about this possible adoption situation and grew very excited and at the same time trying to keep our emotions in check.
Around 5pm we found out that we were not chosen by the birthmother to parent this baby boy. Our prayer had been all along that the Lord would use this situation to bring Himself glory and if this birthmother did not know Him she would come into a personal relationship with Jesus. We prayed that the Lord would make her decision very clear to her. We told God we were going to trust Him whatever the outcome was. The Lord has been so faithful to us and we are reminded every day by a fair skinned, blue eyed, ringlet curls, and big smiling face little girl! We choose to trust Him today and thank Him for all He has done in our lives! We will be pursuing another adoption and have already begun the homestudy process. If you know of a possible adoption siuation, please keep us in mind.
Today, Tuesday (January 10th) I read the Jesus Calling devotional for Monday (January 9th).
"I am with you and for you. When you decide on a course of action that is in line with My will, nothing on heaven or on earth can stop you. You may encounter many obstacles as you move toward your goal but don't be discouraged - never give up! Do not expect as easy path as you journey hand in hand with me, but do remember that I am, your very present Helper, I am omnipotent. Much stress results from your wanting to make things happen before their times have come. One of the main ways I assert my sovereignty is in the timing of events. Instead of dashing headlong toward your goal, let Me set the pace. Slow down and enjoy the journey in my Presence (Romans 8:31, Psalm 46:1-3, Luke 1:37)."
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